The Man and The Guy

She fell in love with a sincere man

A man who is very kind and sweet

A man whose love is deep

This man had never broke her trust

This man had never done something really bad

Tho this man is kind of opaque

She knew this man is really inlove with her

They were young, wild, and free

Feeling happy, blessed and contented

Until realization happened

Love is not just about two persons loving each other

"Love conquers everything", they said

And so she doubted if it was love

She did so many bad things

But this man still embrace her imperfections

She tried to push this man away

But this man still chase after her

Maybe it was love for this man

Love she don't really deserve

She tried to fix things but..

Broken is broken

She tried to fell back in love

Her love is slowly fading away

Their love is saturated

Funny how she slowly leave the person she hurt

Funny how she fell out of love to the person who has nothing to do but love her

But this ain't a joke

She also needed saving

And so there's this guy who saved her

Who entered her life unexpectedly

She likes this guy and this guy likes her too

They face the world of wrongs

Acting as if no one will get hurt

Hiding secrets as if it will never be known

She feels the things she never felt with the man

She feels being appreciated

She feels right even if it's wrong

She feels 'everything' even it's just 'something'

She feels loved with this guy even it's just an infatuation, she guess

This guy showed her loved even for just a short period of time

This guy never fail to make her happy

This guy makes sure she is alright

This guy tries to win her from the man

How could she reject this guy?

She's very confused

If she's for the man or for the guy

Or for none at all

She just want to disappear and forget

But she know she has to face it

But she's weak enough to decide

She don't know how this would end

Having faith in God won't resolve this

It's her acts and decisions

Truth will set her free