Is This Love?

I see him often but when I do,

My heart-shaped eyes are pumping

"Oh I really admire you,

But sadly, you're already dating"

He's a player, a basketball player

I cheer him, I shout his name

I do everything for him to notice me

And so one day, God answered my prayer

I message him, he replies to me

Little things really matter to me

Our conversations don't last everytime

And I know it won't

As time goes by, slowly, I'm falling

He let me fall with everything he's doing

I don't know anymore what to do

But now, I love this and I love him too

As time goes by, slowly, he's leaving

I let him leave and I don't know what I'm doing

All I know is it hurts

It hurts me so much

I chase after him, he deny me

Little things really matter to me

How much more these big things?

I can't handle anymore my feelings

He's not just a player of basketball

But a player of heart

He really knows how to play the game

While I'm just falling apart

Now, I see him often but when I do

My teary eyes should not drop a single tear

"Oh I see, I just admired you."

"That wasn't love."